Is there a label for someone that experiences a certain form of attraction (aesthetic in this case) but feels repulsed by it?
I don't mind if other people experience aesthetic attraction towards me, however, I really don't like experiencing it myself? I'm an-aesthetic spectrum so I don't experience it a whole lot, but on the occasions I do I feel repulsed by it, I guess? It feels 'wrong' to experience and I'm quick to deny (to myself) that I ever experienced it. this doesn't apply to fictional characters + only applies to real people.
If there isn't a label like this for aesthetic attraction specifically, but there are ones for sexual, romantic, or any other form of attraction, feel free to give me those labels because I could just 'change' them to fit aesthetic attraction instead (:
