So I've been struggling with finding my orientation for a while. Right now I label myself as abroromantic (I'm asexual), but lately that term hasn't felt right. So, in real life, I only ever like girls/females. However, I also have giant crushes on fictional male characters, but when I think of actually being in a relationship with a guy, I just cannot imagine that and don't want it. I don't know if this matters, but I have a girlfriend and am transmasc and genderfaun.
If anyone knows a term that might describe me please tell me.